A snippet of Ravhyne:

The Basics: I’m 21, 5’ 2”, and a mix of heritage. I have a twin and older sister. My zodiac signs are Fire Rabbit, and Pisces.

This version (Ver IV) contains info from my flist about me:

theresa_lynne:
"Ravhyne is someone that I can't really describe accurately because even in knowing her for a year, I still can't figure her out at all. She's someone who is loyal, strong, and caring, yet she's oblivious, stubborn, and mildly quite obsessive.

She's someone I call a best friend, even more than that. Someone I wake up everyday thinking I want to talk to. There are many reasons that I couldn't even begin to explain why she means so much to me. Mostly because I don't get it myself.

There are times when we don't understand each other. Essentially, she and I are different. There are times we argue or we don't talk. She's very particular about things and sometimes it really makes me want to hate her, but I don't. I care about her way too much.

Ravhyne is someone who, despite her strength, still falls victim to fragility. She is not someone who can easily pass over wrong-doings when they are done to her. She knows the kind of people she wants to surround herself with and continues to look for them. She can be blunt and forward about how strongly she feels about particular subjects and most people might find it cruel and harsh. However, beyond that, she needs people who can challenge her and remind her that she is a person worth effort and time.

On a lighter, less serious note, she's crazy, scary, and please refrain from using the word 'cute' to describe her too much as she has pointy things and is not afraid to use them. I kid--about the pointy things, not the rest. :P

I hope I can still be friends with her for another year and another and maybe my whole life, but she needs to open up a bit more. I'm worthy, okay?"

crysclear:
1. i feel that you always read my post in my lj earnestly. this shows that you are patience and care a lot for your friends. by wanting to know more about their life.

2. you are very good in expressing yourself. unlike me.

3. you are honest and frank.

ilovehugs:
Mmm, I haven't known jounetsu for long, but from the interaction we've had, I'll describe her as a really caring and kind friend :D She doesn't mind going all out for you, lending you a helping hand when you require one, she's patient, listening to my problems. At a time when I felt really down, she gave me encouragement :D Ahhh, there's really not much to dislike about her! She has a big heart, in my opinion. Plus she makes a wicked Changmin picture poster, lol, dabbling with my fangirl heart, giving my convulsions every time she posts 8DDD I ♥ her already!!

pavor_nocturnum ♥
Ravhyne is....a lot of things I wish I could be because since the first time I accidentally came across a post of hers, I realized she was scarily similar to me, only the better version because she can more openly share herself with others -- more so than me at least as far as I can see though I can tell she still hides parts of herself.

She has very deep thoughts and expresses them well, whether in almost emo-ish seriousness (haha, j/k =p) or in obvious frustration. But Ravhyne also has that playful/dorky side that balances it all out well, ^^V

As much as I feel like I've known you for a fair amount of time, I still feel like I don't know you enough and I'm glad I'm still able to be around to hopefully change that.

I love reading your posts and seeing how you see the world, those around you, and yourself.
I love commenting on them and then somehow trailing into conversation that seems unrelated but not.
I love the conversations that are actually completely unrelated to almost anything and are just you and me being chill because I don't get that enough
....and I love more than anything that you don't seem to judge me.


Alright, so this post was meant to be about you, but it wound up sort of equally being about me-ish....but I hope I got things across alright - like I've said, you're much better with words than I'll ever be but I'm glad at least one of us is able to express herself strongly

Seeya'round, Ravhyne ^ ^

nishasha:
Ravhyne is one of the most generous and thoughtful people I have met in a long time. She is considerate and thoughtful; the kind of person everyone wishes they could meet. She is always up for a long talk, and forever attempting to share her love for the things she enjoys. She is polite, always giving thanks when it is due, and expects the same in return. However, in this anonymous Internet world, it's easy for people to bypass common courtesy, which is upsetting. Although she is frustrated at times, she always comes back and tries again, and I'm proud that she has the willpower and the strength to do so.

Regardless of what I call her in my head (Ravhyne, jounetsu, hikari_nai, Andrea, Junsu-lover) she is always someone I know I can go to if I am ever troubled, in need, or just want to chat. She is open and warm-hearted, and someone I am oh-so-glad that I got to know. I only wish that she could see herself as others see her, or at least, how I see her. She is a super awesome person full of joy and win, sideways and backwards and upside down, too, if you care to look close enough. I love her (in a totally platonic way, tyvm) and hope to be by her side as she goes along in life, achieving goals and realizing her dreams.

Should we ever drift apart (and let's face it, statistics say that we probably will) I'm glad that I got to know her for even this short a time. Thank you for letting me be your friend, Ravhyne, and for allowing me to be here beside you as you go on through life. I don't think you realize how awesome I think you are, or how much I appreciate being your friend. ♥ You are too cool for school.

-- Will be updated as more people help me build this ♥

I know DBSKer has most of these releases for download but I didn't like how they weren't accompanied with cover art, correct tracklistings, and correct albums (Mix and match anyone?) Sooo, after gathering all the correct information and cover art, I decided to make a post with these releases plus my own rips. THIS LIST IS NOW ARCHIVE ONLY AND WILL NOT OFFER DOWNLOADS. All are under their Japanese name so feel free to change the artist accordingly for the version/album release:

Note: Songs with '*' next to them means I have translations with them and will include them (With credits of course) in the upload. Album names with '*' next to them means I have the DVD portion as well. If you like what you hear and can afford it, support them by buying the actual thing! ♥

Last updated 2009.01.22 at 03:04 CST

( I hope you all like this, it took me a while to get it all together )

Good movie...HORRIBLE movie experience. First off, there was a line for it which I was not expecting. Second, the girls standing in front of us were completely oblivious to their surroundings and couldn't even stand still in the line..For some odd reason they had to sway and almost run into us. -.- When you're in public, RESPECT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU. Ugh, I swear parents know nothing about properly raising a child these days.

Once we were finally seated, more immature pre-pubescent teenagers came flooding in and could not keep their voices down to an acceptable level. I was hoping to finally see the 'X-Men Origins: Wolverine' trailer once more as part of the previews, but even that was missing(It could have made up for the terrible experience ;_;). Once the movie started, girls started screaming before you could even see the main character as a teenager. Once you did see him, he was shirtless...Whoo, surprise surprise *Rolls eyes* But honestly, do you have to rupture the eardrums of everyone in the audience? If you scream like an idiot over a shirtless male, you need to find better things to scream about. *Sighs*

If the annoyance was only present at the beginning, I would have been more understanding, but commentary went on throughout the entire film with: 'Aww', 'OH MY GOD', 'That's so gross', 'What a loser'...etc....Even during the scene where he cried, they ruined a deep and serious moment with their incessant yapping. Eventually I couldn't keep my mouth shut as all the girls sitting in front of us were leaning on the rail, intently watching like pathetic pets. Only one of them seemed to hear me, but she had a pretty intimidated look on her face, that made me smile.

I admit, yes...Zach Efron is attractive, dare I say...Cute even with his longer hair, but enough to warrant screams and elicit stupidity from more than just one row of teenagers? NO.

THIS LIST IS NOW ARCHIVE ONLY AND WILL NOT BE UPDATED!

Changmin | Jejung | Junsu | Yuchun | Yunho

*Last updated on 2008.12.30 at 10:24 CST

( Hochun )

( Homin )

( Hosu )

( Jaechun )

( Jaeho )

( Jaemin )

( Jaesu )

( Group (KMF) )

( Group (Misc) )

( Group (SM TOWN) )

( Group ('T' Concert) )

( Yoomin )

( Yoosu )

( Yoosumin )

P.S. If you want any of these, just ask! ^_^

OMG, I'm so glad I found these:

( Jae in the shower with his Motorola )

Gah, this week has been a fucking rollercoaster; Kris and I finally broke up. Called me a stalker and obsessed when I confronted him at his work after he had been avoiding me ever since Monday, which is just hilarious. Told me that he couldn't constantly be 2nd best to my Japanese bands which is understandable (Even though he was mistaken since he was referencing a KOREAN band), but he could have told me and I could have worked on it. Also lied about his phone, and I quote: "My phone is broke, all I see is a text screen when someone texts me so I say 'okay'". BULL FUCKING SHIT I messaged him asking if he was in class, he said 'yes' and then he said 'okay' when I told him to call me when he got out. Those responses are too accurate for 'just a text screen'. *Rolls eyes*

Anyway, I'm much happier now and wondering if I should ask my last ex to give me another chance (Because I was a complete moron and admit it). I met him after class today and I saw his hair was longer which surprised me. When I told him I liked it, he said he thought I would...MEAN. Anyway...I shared much more of DBSK with him and he still wants to be with me so it's not my fault Kris is so insecure. I just need to ask him how he'd feel about partying without me or me never leaving his side if he managed to get me to go out to a party with him since being around a large number of people frightens me. That'll have to wait until hopefully Sunday or Monday though because I want to discuss it in person. I can't forget that he kissed me on the cheek a few times, it was sweet. ♥

*Sighs* Okay, moving on...Actually got The Secret Code yesterday and I'd have to say my top 3 are 'Nobody Knows', 'Stand Up!', and 'TAXI'. From the previews, I knew I'd love 'Nobody Knows' and I had a feeling I'd like 'TAXI' but I don't remember having a definite opinion on 'Stand Up!'. I got Yunho's card too sooo...If anyone wants to trade that has Su? Maybe? ^^; I also ordered the 2CD version for the non-stop remix, please let me know if you want it. Also, let me know if you want the PV for Purple Line and what dimensions. I haven't ripped it yet.

( gifs under the cut )

To my flist: Sorry for spamming recently...There were so many that I decided to make thumbnails and provide .zips for each batch:

CREDITS: alwaysjj + as tagged

( 2nd Asia Tour )

( 2006.12.06 LOLI [V] A-Live )

( 2006.12.29 SBS )

( 2007 Dream Concert )

( 2007.10.18 Global Mind Reach )

( Mirotic by KimJuYoung )

( 2006.12.14 Golden Disk Awards )

( 2006.12.01 MTV Seoul Gayo Daesang )

( B-Pass by Murasaki )

( BSX Endorsement )

I needed something to cheer me up, and Hosu fits ♥ Not putting these under a cut either.



*This picture still has the power to make me cry ;__;














( Gifs under the cut )

To everyone I could not send a PM to, delete me from your list if we are not mutual friends.

To my new friends (Not fair to not give new people a chance is it?) *Waves* I have the .VOB of Survivor from MTV if you want it. I can also encode it to a 1280x768 or whatever dimension you want.

Let me know if you're interested in it ^^

Last night, I decided I wasn't going to let people who took advantage of me run me out of my own damn journal. Every friend has been stripped off my list, and when I say every friend, I mean EVERY FRIEND. Friending will be changed to closed after this is posted and unless you can somehow prove to me that you ever actually gave a fuck about me instead of just how nice I was, don't even bother contacting me to try bringing me around.

I've spent so many hours on this journal. Creating my lists and keeping them updated and organized, why the fuck should I let that go to waste? I don't care what anyone has to say about any of this, comments are, and forever will be, disabled.

Only perhaps 2 people will understand this when I say Wyvern is now in charge of everything that goes on here. Good luck.

So, I applied for the drama team that GOE:SS opened up. I applied for Quality Checker and Encoder. I really hope I get accepted...At the very least to one of the positions (Quality Checker preferrably). I've been wanting to join GOE:SS for the longest time but..I've never felt it was worth applying because I cannot translate and they had plenty of QCers and Encoders, so I'd be useless.

I'd be very honoured to take part in the Heaven's Postman project, or any projects in the future, so I'll probably spazz if I'm accepted *Crosses fingers* All of you on my flist know that I'm practically OCD with quality, right? They should have a reference section so you all can vouch for my insanity and nerdiness credibility.

Hwaiting to everyone who will apply though, I'm sure they'll pick the best for the positions V(^.^)o

[EDIT]
Status update on my 1280 PVs/Off-Shots/Performances for theresa_lynne. Despite that stupid set back, I have a fair number of PVs done. All of the Tokyo Summit Performances, and half of the Premium Mini Lives finished (Not bad for less than a week since I've started working on them, ne? ^^;)

I know, I know...Sshh...Junsu is still my favorite, but I have to make a post about Changmin. I've said this before but I need to say it again:

Why does everyone label him as the violent, snarky, and somewhat insensitive member? There's so much more to him. Yes, we all know that he is also quite mature and intelligent, but everyone assumes that's all there is. When he cried during the MKMF awards, so many fans insisted it was because he was mad that they didn't get the 'Artist of the Year Award'. Even telling Xiao that wasn't the reason, she doubted me...But I knew in my heart it was because he was thankful and I finally have proof with the GQ interview. Of course, I didn't know it was a cumulation of everything he mentioned, how could I? But I knew in my heart that he wasn't angry when no one else believed me.

I wish I could talk to him in person, tell him what I see beyond his public image. Let him know that, even though he is not my favorite, that I understand him (Sure, not 100% because I would have to personally know him, but I understand him better than many of his fans and it hurts that I meet so many Changmin fans who think they know him. Insist they can read him like a book when they can't. I don't claim to posess that power, but I wish I had a chance to speak with him just once, not only for myself, but for him, to let him know that despite popular belief of who he is, there are fans out there that know better) and perhaps he could teach me a few new things, or we could discuss life and motives of others; behavior and what makes people tick. Perhaps even how miraculous life really is when we take it for granted without thinking twice about it most of our lives...Anything provocative or intellectually stimulating.

His confession of tending to hug after he's had a drink or two...That's another piece of evidence that he truly is a great man who is sorely misunderstood. ♥

And his tidiness issue...It's more endearing to me than problematic, that fact that he admits he's not the neatest person, makes me admire him even more. Besides, if you don't plan on having company, why not let your house/apartment actually look like it's lived in? I also still insist that he is not the weird one, that title belongs to Yuchun or Jejung in my eyes. I also feel bad that people feel the need to tell him to smile more, I'm glad I haven't heard that directed toward me in a while, but really, some people don't feel the need to smile 24/7. It doesn't mean we're not content or happy, we're just not avid smilers.

I'd also like to tell him that I hope one day he meets the love of his life and that he will always take care of her, never take her for granted, and that their love and passion for one another will never fade; he deserves that much at the very least.

*Sighs* These kind of thoughts swim around almost every other day and I hate not being able to voice them to him.

theresa_lynne Thank you so much for the engraved dogtags ♥ Hahaha, even though I got your package about a month late, it's still one of my favorite presents. I like the keychain and posters as well but...The dogtags, I'll never lose them(Unless I lose my keys XD) No matter where I go, they'll either be on my belt loop or in my coat pocket. Honestly, they're better than any CD or DVD of DBSK that you could get me.

And the Minsu card...How did you know I love Min in Step by Step? Huh? Stop reading my mind XD
And bah at the idiocy you wrote, I'll still cherish it ^^

I've been wondering what everyone thought about this for a while but I never got around to polling it until now. Feel free to post pictures of your favorite pout picture(s)
v(^.^)o

Poll #1333985
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 157

Who has the cutest/most adorable pout?

Personally, I think it's our little Min ♥

He's going to be in X-Men 4 as well? Guh *Squees like the nerd she is*

( Cut for those of you who aren't cool and don't want to watch the trailer )

And since so many people on my flist seems to be lacking in the awesome department for knowledge on Gambit: His Profile.

*Sighs* The only thing I don't like is that he's being played by someone other than who they chose for 'X-Men Origins: Wolverine'...I really don't care if it's Taylor Kitsch or Rodrigo Santoro...Just be consistent will you? I hate when they change actors ;_; *Is reminded of all the Batman movies and hopes that Christian Bale will be the first to be Batman more than twice in a row* Which reminds me...Liev Schreiber as Sabretooth? I have a hard time picturing it...I wish they had the same actor from the first one. Again for consistency, but also because I can't picture him as a bad guy, it just doesn't work for me.

On another note, finally got wrist and ankle weights, that should help me work my muscles...Especially when I dance since I don't like working out alone. *Wonders who she could drag to the gym with her*

And a little .gif...OMG, so kawaii! ^___^


EDIT:
Okay, continuing to talk about Jejung...OMG, more dominance later down the road, yes? PLEASE Shit...Right now you're so pretty and feminine so all I think is, 'Yea, that's nice'...But, if you plus another woman in a video means you're a strong willed man who takes charge, then by all means, more videos where you're with a woman!! GUH ♥

Well, not like these people will see this, but if any of you do...Take me off your flist, please. I deleted all of you because there has been no communication between us for quite some time.

Also, to those who have friended me without a word, delete me from your flist as well.

Anyone is welcome to join...Though this is mainly just an update for une_topaze, theresa_lynne, and iheartuknow Since no one else has really shown interest XD

sowasowa_ai. I wouldn't mind if anyone else wanted to become a writer for it, no matter the skill level (I'm still a noob myself anyway XD). The first fanfic is up (Yunjae, NC-17). You'll have to join to see it (Since I don't want younger fans seeing/reading the smut ^^;) It's just a short one shot, but I'm still growing, ne?

Ahh...I'm not writing any more of my Jaemin fic (Not like anyone really liked it anyway)...I don't know what I'll write next. I'll write another pairing but I can't with a clear conscience, write Jaemin anymore. I can write anything but Jaemin, Hosu, and Jaechun for smut...I don't know what else I can do at the moment though.

Poll #1325218
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 9

Should I make a separate fanfic journal?

Would you read my fics?

What type would you rather read?

EDIT: Since I can't edit polls...Should I even write fanfic?